#20: F#ck Jackson Wang
Maleness is disgusting this way: it forces you to desire it (but what for?); not having it tricks you into believing you are not human enough to be good and not good enough to be human (but why?). Maleness in the hands of society is but a fear and threat thrown to the throat of a crying hungry child; a spear aimed at the innocent. Going in circles, moving left and right with no armor, you're wondering why you're amiss; why being a miss's leaving you wandering aimlessly. Why, why, and why, just why is it making you jealous of you don't know what or who but it's there; so jealous, you tryna be somebody else. The next thing you know you're bed-ridden, feverish meat out in the open, shivering in the stealth night, and all ripped apart, you think, "Nobody is immune to the phallic disease." Unfortunately, I am no exception. I'm jealous of Jackson Wang. I envy him too much I want to fuck him. "I wanna fuck the ones I envy,” so Lil Nas X said and he...